So My xanga got all messed up and I cant work it anymore.. but i made a new one..

http://www.xanga.com/K_Mass22

so go to that one and leave a lot of comments!!!!

i guess it's about time for a update..

Umm Wednesday was... Bad.. I saw the one thing that i really didnt want to see and it made me feel like my heart was in my butt.... But later that nite Me and Allison went to see Bill Engvall and that was a lot of fun.. If i saw you after the show sorry i was so grumpy.. people were getting on my nerves really easy due to events earlier that day..  so.. sorry

Umm then thursday I didn't go to the fair because i was tired and i had a headache but i wish i would have now because MC and Juddy were both there... and I haven't seen either of them in a looong time... Oh well tho...

Last nite was Midnight Madness and i was bummed because my amber didnt go.. So i hung out with Ashley, Vince, and Justin... I got to see Ian who i havent seen since we went camping.. that was lots of fun..annnndd... Joshua spent like a ton of money on that game with the ball and the stop sign thinger.. we have totally figured that game out! Mwahahaha.. oh yes.. those guys are smart!! So i came home around 10:30 and i went to bed cuz i was tired like woah..

Today I'm supposed to maybe go swimmin at justin's house with ashley and vince.. but i'm not sure if that is gonna happen or not i have to call ashley and find out..

So heres the rest of the stuff that i do...

i have been listening to Leann Rimes- Probably Wouldnt Be This Way.. because the one part reminds me of.. someone...

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh You left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch
Sometimes I feel like I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
'Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way

And.. I dont feel like going upstairs to get one of my poems so i'll put one from someone else...

      When Tomorrow Starts Without Me

When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see;

If the sun should rise and find your eyes filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry the say you did today,

while thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me, as much as i love you,

And each time you think of me, I know you'll miss me, too;

But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,

That and angel came and called me name and took me by the hand,

And said my place was ready in heaven far above,

And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell form my eye,

For all my life, I'd always thaught I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for and so much yet to do,

It seemed almost impissible that I was leaving you.

I thaught of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,

I thaught of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.

If i could relieve yesterday, I thaught, just for a  whole,

I'd say good-bye and kiss you and mayve see your smile.

But then I fully realized that this could never be,

For emptiness and memories would take the place of me.

And when I thaught of worldly things that I'd miss tomorrow,

I thaught of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home.

When God lookde down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne,

He said, "this is eternity and all I've promised you,

Today for life on Earth is past but here it starts anew.

I promase no tomorrow, but today will always last,

And since each day's the same day, theres no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful, so trusting and so true,

Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn'd do.

But now you have been forgiven and now at last you're free.

So won't you take my hand and share my life with me?"

So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart,

For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart.

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I know that's really long but it was written by a very talented writer.. So you should read it...

And.. that's all.. I'll probably edit later.. Maybe..

♥always,

*³ ¤ Krista*³ ¤

So, i think I'm going to be shutting my xanga down.. permanently... Does anyone know how?? I just dont really see the point in letting all you in on all the stuff i have been doing.. who really cares, anyways? NOT ME!!

So I have been in an extremly depressed mood since last friday.. ( See last entry for details) but in the short story, I lost the guy that i've cared so much about for so long... I f*cked up and now I have to deal with it.. I'm not exactly happy about having to deal withit.. but i will...  But why me? seriously.. why me? why did he do this to me? what did i do to deserve this? This is SERIOUSLY effed up... *throws a minny pitty party*

The fair has been alright.. except for my depressed and crappy mood.. but thats alright cuz my friends have done an ok job at cheering me up...  

Tomorrow is the Bill Engvall show thinger.. if you want to come with me and Allison, just find me.. i'll most likely be at the fair tomorrow around 3ish.. the show starts at 8:00 pm. and its $20.00 to get in.. you have to get tickets with us so we can all sit together... and.. you need to let us know before 4:30ish cuz we'll have them by now.. I LOVE Bill Engvall!!! I wanna get his autograph.. i hope i can.. i have his CD somewhere.. he's the BEST!!! YAY!!!!(FYI i'm not really smiling)

I love amber.. she rocks.. And Chelsea.. they are two fun gals.. so is bruiser.. i love her too.. anyone else??? hmm.. perhaps..

Tonite i went to the fair with Bruiser and Vince and i was all depressed so Justin came wth me to hang out wiht me.. what a sweetie.. lol <(that's the first time i said lol or hah sincce friday) but yeah vince almost got in a fight with a carney in the dunk tank and i wanted to punch him in the face cuz his laugh was getting on my nerves... stupid carneys... eww...

Sorry if i'm being a  grump people.. like i said.. i'm not so happy.. and i'm gonna shut this biach down so yall dont have to put up with me much longer...

Here's a poem.. i was planning on starting to put mine up.. or if i find one from another author that i like i'll put it up and tell you who wrote it.. they're all teen writers though.. so no crappy stuff... but i'm shuttin this down so this is one of the last entrys.. i'll put one.. maybe two at the most more entrys up...

oh, by the way, the last poem, Goodbye My Angel Dear, (see last entry) was written by Tyler Owen Phillips And here's some stuff about him:

Tyler Owen Phillips graduated from Westlake High School in Thousand Oaks, California, and is currently in the U.S. Army, stationed in Germany. He likes to surf and skateboard and is in a band called "The Six Pack Lady Killers," whicon won first place last year in a European Battle of the Banda.  Tyler Can be reached at Jazzsoda3@hotmail.com.

And here's this entry's poem.. Yes, It's mine.

           In Hell's Valley

A year gone by and I wonder why

What went wrong and what went right

I've waited for you to come back to me

hold me tight and set me free

In a valley far from here

I find your face masked in fear

where roses wither, and dead men walk

where satan's crows had taken flock

I thaught you'd cry as I cried for you

but now there's nothing left to do

You've fallen too far; I can't bring you to me

you've taken me where I soon dread to be

Now I sit here, locked alone

Noone knows and noone's prone

Prone to tell the truth again

What happened to you, my dear friend

Seal the coffin, set the grave

Hold your heart, please be brave

You were brave enough to let us go

Breathe your pain and let it flow

I say goodbye with no regret

Remember our souls with tattered fret

TAA DAA!

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SO, He found himself a WHORE to love...

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P.S. DANNY FROM THE REAL WORLD? HIS MOM DIED!!!! I CRIED... HOW SAD.. POOR DANNY...